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damn. i say damn [07 Apr 2004|07:15am]
[ mood | content ]

well hello people. o.o;
its been a while! XD
been busy working constantly and pouring every other waking moment into my relationship with Brett and my "precious" ffxi... -.-;
that game be like crack.
i just thought it would be interesting to write in my lj again since i had nothing better to do. hell, maybe i'll start it back up again. god knows theres plenty i would have to talk about! :D
hmm.. chocolate.
-end tranz... bzzt..

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oh joo so dirtae [11 Jul 2003|02:59am]
yeah im falling out of the whole lj thang unfortunately. nothing that happens with me is anything i want to talk about anywayz so whats the point yah? i will though, shamelessly promote my final fantasy forum/messageboard/what have you for any FF freaks that want to yap about it. its new so there arent many folks yet. go check it out. ill give you five dollah.. :)

http://www.invisionfree.com/forums/FFForever
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[26 Jun 2003|11:57am]
[ mood | sick ]

throat is so sore i cant talk. have a bitch of a cold.

yeah. i be dying. >.

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bleh [21 Jun 2003|07:18am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

jay doesnt want kitty to have a hubby, but lu xun has two wives. i wonder how that works out. whatever.

anyways. ive been playing a really fun mmorpg. surprising, since i tend not to like ANY out there, and the ones i do like, my comp cant handle. yeah so ive been playing Tibia all night. its addictive. and altho i hate the fact that players can push each other(which means im gettin knocked around like constantly), the majority of people on there are really nice. like the minute i showed up, this guy named Jowy showed me the ropes and gave me all this money and food to heal my char. hehe. im having fun.

i heard something interesting yesterday. and i never really thought about it, but alot of people bring it up to me.

Bobby: You never smile. Why do you always have to look so sad?

i never knew that i looked that truly pathetic.

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[18 Jun 2003|05:10pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

jeff: so did you do it?
me: yes
jeff: was it godlike?!
jeff: :D

michael is so adorable. i'll have to kidnap him soon and lock him in my closet for an indefinite amount of time.

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[17 Jun 2003|04:39pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

this song fuckin rocks.. hehe. still cant seem to get ahold of that dave matthews remix thing.
finally able to have my first real meal in days, at the diner where your soul goes after death, lol. it was a nice change from the surreal life i've been living for the last week.
afterwards got online, yapped with jeffers, then got imed by richy telling me to stop over. at 5 am. ugh. so i went, since i wasnt tired. a couple of his friends were there but i didnt feel like socializing, so i just talked to him, telling him what was going on with me and my whole deal. one of them bitches was being particularly nosy and listening in, and i was getting real pissed until he told me he was dealing with something similar. so i ended up ignoring rich and talking to bobby instead, lol.
it was soooo nice being able to talk to someone who understood what was going on and could see things from my point of view because he was going thru the same situation!!
we talked for hours and i felt soo much better and was thinking soo clearly afterwards.
i need to stop being so mean to new people :/
then i went home and crashed.

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dooo dooo do-do [16 Jun 2003|10:17pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

bleh. the parents leave for two weeks.
yes.
you would think its time for joyous celebration!!!!
but its not.
why?!?! because im sick.
very sick.
i can't keep ANYTHING down.
i swear im dying.
brett hasnt called in a couple days.
maybe its cuz im online during the time he calls??
eh.. heh.. that could be it.
#&@)(*#&@)#*&@*
well whatever, anyway. im dying. if anyone could contribute to my charity, i would be happy. just hand me your credit cards.

i love this song to death... the new Pink song... its corny as hell, sounds corny, the video is the dumbest thing ever, but it just has.. a bouncy beat to it. it cheers me up.

i think it was hilarious when i talked to jeff the day before, he was plastered off of his ass and couldn't stop saying "i love you". so. i counted it. and since i know he reads my journal, look at how many times you said this you drunken little bastard--> 35!!!!!!!!!

i feel so bad for my dad. he had his baseball game and hurt his leg. AGAIN. so he probably wont be playing anymore, which is sad, because he loves that game. and he probably wont be able to run much anymore either.
#&@(#& pooey

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[14 Jun 2003|01:50pm]
[ mood | drained ]

day 2:
lay in bed in a pathetic, drunken stupor and cried all night.
called ryan at 4 in the morning to talk. feeling much better, but still decided to go back on the bottle again to start the day.

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dumped and worthless, and cant get this song out of my head [13 Jun 2003|09:46pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it
God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)
An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)
Oh God, send me an angel
Send me an angel

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[31 May 2003|11:38am]
[ mood | bored ]

stupid dj on the radio said "that stacie orrico chic used to sing CHRISTIAN songs" yeah, and what? there was no need for the bitch to have disgust in her voice.
what do people have against christians anyway?
if you'd prefer to be morbidly anti-god, thats on yah.
take care of your deal, and leave us teh (#@&@ alone.

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momma i got cancer. rub some tussin on it [30 May 2003|12:44pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Are_You_Afriad_Of_The_Dark
Are You Afraid Of The Dark? Telling ghost stories
that scare the crap out of me is your goal in
life. Please stop, the clowns'll eat me...


What's Your 90's Nickelodeon Show?
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SSAIYANBADAZZ: hey take it easy psycho!
DeviantChild21: lol
DeviantChild21: im not a psycho!
DeviantChild21: im a natural born killah
SSAIYANBADAZZ: yeah i bet you are
DeviantChild21: straight outta comptan
DeviantChild21: wut
SSAIYANBADAZZ: can i call you 20 cent?
SSAIYANBADAZZ: or 5 doller
DeviantChild21: LOL
SSAIYANBADAZZ: dollar i mean
DeviantChild21: your funny
SSAIYANBADAZZ: yeah i try
DeviantChild21: with my new song in da crib
SSAIYANBADAZZ: im losing it though lately
DeviantChild21: since i cant afford to go to a club
SSAIYANBADAZZ: in da bafroom
SSAIYANBADAZZ: hahahahhahah
DeviantChild21: naw, you just get better with .. lol
SSAIYANBADAZZ: oh shit im good!
DeviantChild21: age.. hehehe
DeviantChild21: thats funny
DeviantChild21: lol
SSAIYANBADAZZ: yeah with age
SSAIYANBADAZZ: since you say so
DeviantChild21: speaking of age
DeviantChild21: i just turned 23
SSAIYANBADAZZ: you're so smart
SSAIYANBADAZZ: yeah i know!
DeviantChild21: :D
SSAIYANBADAZZ: you're old!
SSAIYANBADAZZ: :D
DeviantChild21: .......
SSAIYANBADAZZ: just playing!
SSAIYANBADAZZ: i still like you
DeviantChild21: ill papercut you with my senior citizen card bitch
SSAIYANBADAZZ: haha, dont do that now
DeviantChild21: hehe
SSAIYANBADAZZ: i'll break your fuckin hip
SSAIYANBADAZZ: !
SSAIYANBADAZZ: toughguy
DeviantChild21: lmao
SSAIYANBADAZZ: hahah
SSAIYANBADAZZ: give you some neosporin
DeviantChild21: lol oh shut up!
SSAIYANBADAZZ: or some tussin
DeviantChild21: HEHE
DeviantChild21: tussin
DeviantChild21: tussin heal everythang
SSAIYANBADAZZ: tussin is good shit!

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AIKEN 4 CLAY [22 May 2003|02:50am]
[ mood | awake ]

gahh.. i missed the final American Idol, but thankfully my brother recorded it for me so I will be able to see it tomorrow. Yay!! I hope Clay won! I love him to death.

i got my hair done today and am still trying to get used to the difference. its cut to right below my shoulders as opposed to the middle of my back -gasp-,its a bit lighter than what i had before, which makes it almost dirty blondeish -gasp-, coupled with highlights -gasp-. goddamn, right?

the forum (im in 3 and refuse to say which im talking about, bwehe) is starting to suck for me now. it was fun in the beginning, but certain people really irk me in their mannerisms. i wish i could just bitchslap them all and be done with it.

uh, 'rents leaving this weekend. party over nyah. come. we have beet.... hehe. beer. O.o;
i think it was entirely too late to be posting. nyah.

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[06 May 2003|11:43am]
[ mood | amused ]

"your buddy little conquistador3 IMed me the other day. he doesn't like me. said i was annoying. haha, yeah."

rofl.. conquistador.. hehehe..
his name is little conqueror.

i think its time to let the ferret kill the bunny.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
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[02 May 2003|12:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]

X-Men 2 was a great movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Awwwwwwwwww... yeah. GOTDAYUM!
thats all i have to say.

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[27 Apr 2003|07:21am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I've been cleaning my dad's house for two days. He was very proud of my work, so I got a brownie and an iced tea snapple.
Master happy with slave?? Thank you master!!!
I DO like snapple though.

I just joined a forum, and it's so cool. I've never been in one, so I don't have anything to compare it to, but everybody is so nice to me there. I really like it. :D Methinks STEVE should join it! XD

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did it before, but it got deleted.. [22 Apr 2003|03:44am]
[ mood | tired ]

sumavabish. i had to redo this entry because the computer froze. lemme try this again.
ok, i sent my concepts on Lysentia to some people, which i was nervous about doing even though they were all very close friends of mine. they all loved it and most have already created characters to roleplay in it with (with the exception of brett, who, if under different circumstances, would be playing it too). Lysentia is alot like Rhydin (if any of y'all ever heard of it)... well.. not alot.. but in certain ways. the only difference is that Ly will be on a webpage, there'll be character pictures, stat pages, levels and pets and all that ricketa racketa... -snicker- actually it'll be alot more like Dragon Court.
if anybody else wants to read my concepts on Lysentia jus lemme know(e-mail or comment). i want some honest feedback and if anything needs to be changed, i will change it. now be warned, i wrote this as it came to me, so its not polished and jazzed up or anything. but something is better then nothing.
im currently working on a leveling up system (instead of wretched dice), armor, weapons, items.. stats and names.. X_x. i also changed some of the character classes so they'll be more diversified... x_X
and im doing it alone since Chen bailed on me. dumb bastard. not that it really matters because i don't need someone to do my work for me. i can handle it...up until the point when i get the webpage... ugh.
i've created two clans that will be heavily intertwined in the storyline, Merrilin and Saint-Amour. though i think i will be overly picky on who gets to be a Merrilin. sorry, its just history.
im trying not to work too much on it until i get a job, then i will give it the attention it deserves. ok, need to stop talking about it or ill go onnn and onnn.

talked to bretters the other day. turns out he cant get stationed in PA, that he might go overseas. to like, japan, or germany. he wants me to go with him, so i would have to marry him. yowza. i'd have to be the freakin asian mcnugget. freaky.

what happens when me and buns get bored.

LittleConqueror3: I'm Lu Xun. *smiles*
LovingJasonB: -holds out her hand- my name is Misty. nice to meet you
LittleConqueror3: *takes her hand, kissing it*
LovingJasonB: -blushes and pulls her hand away- what did you do that for?
LittleConqueror3: Cause. Um...I'm real smart. And you're real pretty.......I have two swords too.
LovingJasonB: -looks down at his swords and pouts- I want two.
LittleConqueror3: I can get you another one.
LittleConqueror3: You have to love me though.
LittleConqueror3: Three Kingdom rule
LovingJasonB: I don't think I can have another one. I have this stupid shield. -holds up her other arm- But... I do think I am in love with you... -little stars in her eyes-
LittleConqueror3: I love you too.
LovingJasonB: Let's make babies.
LittleConqueror3: Back that ass up then, M'lady
LovingJasonB: (LMFAO!)

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keep your bitches close [22 Apr 2003|12:25am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

im at boof's right now. im tired. im fuckin angry.
all this anger is gonna turn into one big tumor.
but i beat vice city. go me.

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put your left foot in, put your left foot out [15 Apr 2003|09:59am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

That Rhino came from my womb. I birthed him, and damnit I should raise him!


Bondage movie! You're into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you're fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!


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Bretters would like that!!!!

i went off on ky finally, because he was just pushing me to the breaking point with his idiocy. i TRY to give people a chance to redeem themselves, but goddamn, theres only so much dumbass i can take. maybe i'll get in touch with him in a few weeks, once im in a better and more tolerant mood. bleh.

after the shithead incident i realized people were only friends with me for their own gain, got rid of all of them. well not ALL. not YET. i have to stop being so nice to people. no one was there when i needed them except buns and rice. that aint right. i need to put my foot down! i need to stop apologizing! starting with stormy!!! -snicker-

haven't talked to tristan in, like, months... im going thru withdrawal. its so sad, i have no one at all to pick on :(

i played dynasty warriors 4 with goose to get some damn saddles!! we finally got two. yay! though i dunno who would want to ride around on an elephant. bunny thinks he's got more skill then me in dynasty...
i laugh at you, HAHAHA. i am the man slayer, i own all!

finally got to meet the bittleman!!! :D it was so cute. i think i might kidnap it and hide it in my room. -snicker-
yeah, good times. especially when i was told to "tuck and roll bitch" O.o yeah? oh yeah? well at least trina has the decency to speed up before she tries kicking me out of the car. yeah... >.<
and alex.. i think alex would just pull over and throw me out. im so abused by my friends!!! -sobs quietly in a corner-

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[14 Apr 2003|12:23pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Today surely is not the day to be bothering me. I thought that Mr. Ky was smart enough to know better, but I guess I was wrong. God, pretty boys are so stupid.

I found out my phone line was meddled with. Hmm. I wonder if it was Ray. Y'think. I just wonder how and when he had the time to actually pull it off. What a strange man. Thank god I had a 90 day warranty, and got it fixed for free.

Doesn't really mean much because I still won't be on very often. Le sigh.

I feel so sick. I'm all congested and nastay. -cries- It's not fair.

I cried today. But not for myself. I haven't done that in such a long time. Stepping out of my selfish little coccoon and thinking about others....
Okay, I'm done.

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[11 Apr 2003|11:12am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I watched a movie where a guy shot paint outta his ass. They called it art. Well he did have some great aim.

I had a conversation in the car with my dad. It was a very quality convo, and here it is.

Dad- How's that Mongelli guy?
Me- Oh, he's not in the picture anymore. I bet you're happy. You hated him.
Dad- I didn't hate him.
Me- Ok, you disliked him intensely.
Dad- He was polite, but I saw through all of that.
Me- How so?
Dad- He was pretending to be nice, but anyone could tell he was really a jackass.
Me- Whoa.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

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